Lauren's Journal

"They're life little fat friends that you wanna eat" says the man on TV, talking about cockles.

video: Army Of Ducks
Lols.

Why do all these steam trains keep going past?

They're really loud!

Haha. Old <3

Animal Collective - Strawberry Jam
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=281;1;-1;-1&sku=699593

Sunset Rubdown - Random Spirit Lover
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=713425

Sunset Rubdown - ShutUp Am I Dreaming
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=666494

!!! - Myth Takes
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=621254

Black Moth Super Rainbow - Dandelion Gum

Someone give me money! I want all of these...
Porcupine Tree - Stars Die
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=416673

Porcupine Tree - Sky Moves Sideways
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=200415

Porcupine Tree - Up The Downstair
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=383120

Mogwai - Happy Songs for Happy People
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=12;1;58;-1&sku=463697

Gospeed You! Black Emperor - F#a#oo (F Sharp A Sharp Infinity)
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=473903

Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Lift Your Skinny Wrists Like Antennas to Heaven!
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Godspeed You! Black Emperor - Yanqui U.X.O.
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=867612

A Silver Mt. Zion - He Has Let Us Alone But Shafts of Light Sometimes Grace the Corner of Our Rooms
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Set Fire To Flames - Telegraphs In Negative/Mouths Trapped In Static
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=83882

Slaraffenland - Private Cinema
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=671799

Efterklang - Springer EP
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=379816

Efterklang - Parades
http://www.hmv.co.uk/hmvweb/displayProductDetails.do?ctx=280;-1;-1;-1&sku=715681

Do Make Say Think - Winter Hymn Country Hymn Secret Hymn
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Just spoke to my Dad for the first time in aages.

He thinks I'm on drugs or something because I'm so happy.

I was flicking a hair clip at one point and he said, "What's that noise?" - he thought it was a lighter. Haha!

Ahhhh, I am really happy right now.

I love my friends here.

Last night I got a phone call at a quarter to midnight, asking me to go to Khi's, because everyone was there getting drunk. It was so fun!

Sam and I were literally rolling on the floor in the corridor at one point. It was soooo funny.

I think a mouse just called me to ask for a blow job, if he could rim me, if I shaved my area and to declare his love for me in a totally creepy way.

I'm assuming it's John or Stew or one of that lot. Otherwise I might have a hilarious stalker.

There was some high-pitched squealing-laughter-like noise in the background. In fact, that's how the call ended. That noise got really loud and then they hung up.

Awwh <3



Actually, it was definitely something to do with Stew or Sam, because they started by shouting (in mousey voice) "GET YA' FAFF OUT!"

And I just realised that was resonating in my head.

If you notice I begin to say more vulgar things, it's because of them.

Still..

Awwh <3

Too much work!!!


*dies*

Fuck.

Why don't they have their phones on??

Yesterday my Mum told me Copper wasn't well. I brushed it off, because I love my little Copper, and I don't ever want to hear things like that because I'm actually terrified I'll lose her.

So today I've been going through shots with my Scriptwriting group for our short film, and I haven't had my phone on me.

I just looked and I have some voicemails and I had a text. The text said that my Mum took Copper to the vets today and she has a heart murmer. I don't know what that means.

And then I listened to one voicemail, which was from my Mum saying, "I just called to tell you..................some things".

I don't want to listen to the second message.

I want my tiny little doggy to be okay.

I don't know whether I have a lecture right now.

Not that it'd be of any use to me, anyway.

Might watch a film... Thomas Crown Affair? I've been meaning to watch it for a while.

Feeling a bit shit right now.

I just want to go to sleep.
Please let me sleep.
I want to stop thinking, and just go to sleep.

I really hate life at this moment.

Ow. I hit my knee. That'll be another unsightly bruise that no one will ever see.

I don't have the energy for this.

But I'm not tired.

Ohhhhmy.. I just HAD to look up that video again.

Srsly, Josh'waahh is so hot. I don't care HOW much of a raving fangirl I sound.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLvaoSzUjnE

He actually makes me go weak at the knees. =$

As in, I have to steady myself so I don't fall down. And when I'm drunk and there're mentions of him or QOTSA or..anything related, I just let myself fall. Embarrassing, but.. Oh well.

It's that extreme admiration, mixed with OMGHe'ssohot!1!!one!±


And I've grabbed his hand...

And I'm going to see QOTSA again on the 23rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SO excited. I may just wet myself.

I'll try not to.


I painted this T-shirt. This is why I looked up the video again.





Yes, I know I've posted it everywhere else.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

I feel like I'm gonna cry!!


WHY??


/n00b


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StopitorI'llshoot.


That's not right...

I want a hug! *huffffff*


Christmas... sooon.

Wasted, useless, selfless, none of a kind...






This song makes me happyyyyyyyyy





That has drained my life so long

That has drained my life so long

That has drained my life so long

That has draaaaaaained myyyyyyyyyyy.....

Today I'm meant to have a lecture at 10.00.

So I got up at 8.30, just like every Monday.

All the way there I'm thinking, is this the day when we don't have a production planning lecture? Because I've lost my papers, I can't check.

But then I thought that last week.

So I got there and no one was there.

They could either be inside one of the lecture theatres, or not there at all.

But then, by some bizarre stroke of luck, Jake apeared. We talked for a bit, and then I said, "Is this the week where we don't have a lecture?" Aw, his face...

It was. I vaguely remember hearing it last week.

I wouldn't mind, but I didn't get to sleep until 3.30.

I'll try to sleep now.

Yesterday I felt shit all day.

I was upset, but can't remember why, and all I had to eat was two handfulls of not-coco pops for breakfast, then tortilla chips for lunch - while watching Cannibal Holocaust - and a bag of crisps for dinner.

Oh, there was a yogurt somewhere along the line.

I wasn't eating because I felt a bit sick. I think I felt sick because I was upset.

So when Laura and Stewart wanted to go out I thought, Great! GO out, get drunk, have fun, be happy.

But we ended up just going to Khi's to watch a film.


Ahhhh, shit. I can't be bothered to finish this. I need a hug.

"You could qualify for at least a partial grant if your household income is under £60,005."


WHAT?



No one told me this.


Should probably go down to the student support place...


But I probably wont get anything because I'm on a Media course.. Cunts.


I'll ask anyway.


I WISH MY PARENTS WEREN'T IN THAILAND RIGHT NOW.

Fuhhhhhck.

Being so worked up about something that I feel sick.
Wanting to talk to whatshisface, but he's out with friends getting drunk the same as every night, so I can't/wouldn't get a real conversation.
Not having money.
Eating too much, but not having the fridge-space to keep leftovers.

I don't have enough money to get to Brighton and back to see QOTSA on the 23rd

Who do I have to talk to about selling a kidney?

Stewart with a purple, glass lampshade on his head, making a noise like an oboe.


It'll make sense when I find time to explain.